let the gods arrange for me,thanks

i am feeling quite sad today

cause i ask you out you dont even give me an answer

you promise me that you will let me know whether you go out or not

i have waited your call for the whole day

is it so difficult for you to call me

or message me

i have be friend with you for months

dont you know what i think

i have confessed my feeling to you

but you say you prefer to be friend with me

is ok

is ok'maybe you need sometimes to accept me

i can wait

but how you treat me today

you dont even take me as your friend

a call also no

when i sms you

you have no respond

you dont pick my call

i am so sad

i dont have the sense of angry

my heart dont have any respond

my heart has paralysed...

n

i keep on thinking

why i am so stupid?

i already met a bad guy last time

ho yen foo

i still remember him well

but now i get into another guy's trap again

what is the problem between you and me

you want to treat me like this

actually i feel that you have feel to me

but after tonight i cannot sure your feel to me

but what petty actions you do

are in my memory..

that's all

what the next step is

i'll just wait the gods arrange for me..