leaving

sometimes i want to leave here

i have my reason gah..

but this only myself know la..

see la..

where i want to go

maybe out of m'sia

or this globe

hihi..

really dont know leh..

let me think about it first..

i got the answer le..

i finally get the answer from you le..

although this is not the answer i want

but at least i have got the answer..

thanks..

I want to know why?

when all the people look at me

they feel me do not have anything

but

in deep of my heart

i really feel unhappy and unfair

why suddenly you change

i really like wake up from a dream

my sweet dream has finished

the horror dream starts le..

i so scared this feel ar..

i really want to leave la..

when i leave will you ask me to stay here

last time you will but now leh..

i dont know ar..

maybe you will ask me to leave here quickly quickly..

right

i want to know the answer from you

WHY YOU CHANGE SUDDENLY?

180 degrees change from YOU

is it my fault to ask you out

today

i call you

because i want to get proper reasons from you

but

how you answer me

i ask you:

why you din pick up my call

you answer mne

i dont like lo then i dont pick lo..

i ask:

why din you tell me earlier if you dont want to go out with me

you say

this thing already passed dont about it le..

why your attitue 180 degrees change?

last time you were not like that

but now

is it something happen to you?

so you need to treat me so cold..

i really very sad ar..

i love penang

wow...

PENANG is a good place for me to go there

because..

there is a sea mah..

i love sea

i like the sunset view mah..

so romantic to sit there leh..

can forget my sadness ar..

some more i can enjoy the sea breeze

i already fall in love to it la..

i will go GURNEY DRIVE again after my STPm

haha..

if i hv a chance i also apply USM ar..

i can always go there mah..

not like IPoH

so boring.

no place to go..

tarot reading can be trusted?

can anyone please tell me whether tarot reading can be trusted?

this answer has struggled in my heart for long time..

im sure nobody can tell me the true answer

because

fate is in our hands

just see how we decide our road

our future

and

our destiny..

let the gods arrange for me,thanks

i am feeling quite sad today

cause i ask you out you dont even give me an answer

you promise me that you will let me know whether you go out or not

i have waited your call for the whole day

is it so difficult for you to call me

or message me

i have be friend with you for months

dont you know what i think

i have confessed my feeling to you

but you say you prefer to be friend with me

is ok

is ok'maybe you need sometimes to accept me

i can wait

but how you treat me today

you dont even take me as your friend

a call also no

when i sms you

you have no respond

you dont pick my call

i am so sad

i dont have the sense of angry

my heart dont have any respond

my heart has paralysed...

n

i keep on thinking

why i am so stupid?

i already met a bad guy last time

ho yen foo

i still remember him well

but now i get into another guy's trap again

what is the problem between you and me

you want to treat me like this

actually i feel that you have feel to me

but after tonight i cannot sure your feel to me

but what petty actions you do

are in my memory..

that's all

what the next step is

i'll just wait the gods arrange for me..

把 握人 生 的 机 会

• 人 生 的 路 有 多 长， 可 以 行 多 久 没 人 知 道
• 我 们 可 以 在 这 世 界 上 能 逗 留 多 久 呢？
• 有 多 少 时 间 可 以 被 我 们 浪 费
• 更 没 人 可 担 保 他 生 命 的 长 短
• 所 以 珍 惜 时 间、 身 边 的 人
• 甚 至 你 喜 欢 的 人
• 见 到 机 会 就 得 紧 把 握
• 错 过 的 机 会 将 成 为 你 终 生 遗 憾 的 历 史

• fate is fate
• nobody can change it..
• even the king

god has arranged everything for us

• from the 1st day we come to the earth
• how many obstacles we have to pass
• we need to fall down and get up for how many times
• then we only can achieve the thing we want
• sometimes
• although we have sacified something out
• we cannot reap the rewards too
• so just accept the truth...
• what for go and struggle it
• at the end
• the answer just the same..
• better save my energy to sit down
• use the other corner look at this world
• maybe there are a lot of beautiful things..
• which i have not seen before..

waiting

waiting

waiting

needs a lot of patience

i need to wait for how long

i dont know

1year

2years

3years

OR

10years

but i know the answer is i can wait for you

no matter how long is it

maybe i am telling nonsense

because you will not fall in love to me,but

what i want to tell you is

i really very love you

BUT

i cant take any actions to you

now i only can wait

wait for your action

response

movement

this is what can i do..

AND

i believe there is miracle in this world..

我相信

爱一个他不知道你爱他的人

是多么的辛苦

想告诉他

但是又不行

怕他知道后逃避自己

我很想知道到底你有喜欢我吗？

当你几天没见我你有想念我吗？

你会真真的疼我吗？

我和你在一起会幸福吗？

你想和我谈恋爱吗？

当我需要你会保护我吗？

我不想你像我的前度男友这样我。。。

我很想有一天你可以答我全部这些问题。。

我相信会有这样的一天。。。