dont come to this world,please!

???i dun understand you???

y you want to come to this world

i cant protect u

i am not able to bring you up

i dun have the heart to take care you

can you please dont cum to this world?

I BEG YOU!

i have many things to do..

i really want to die bcoz of you..

my mental and physical activities are disturbed by you..

in long time

i need to visit a counsellor

or

"doktor bahagia"

i can even see you in my dream

haiz..

give me a chance to change

i know

i did sumthing wrong in the past

i swear i will not do this again

i eat vege 10 days to thank god..

.......

• aiya..
• i have finished my exam la
• i am so so
• happy
• excited
• tired
• boring
• sleepy
• moody
• really want to find a bed
• and
• sleep 24 hours
• 1 day
• 1440minutes
• only enough for me
• eat 3 pieces of KFC,
• 1 set of PIZZA,
• 1 big big set of MCDONALD,
• wow..
• it is so fantastic..
• then do facial
• go shopping
• buy all the things i want..
• haha..

7th of oct

• tonite i quarell v my mum
• i ask u 2 come n fetch me
• but you dont come
• cause my using value is 0
• u let me 2 walk home from PASIR PUTEH to 1st garden
• do u know
• ur using value is 0 too
• if 2nite i never quarrel v my mum
• i will not ask u 2 come n fetch me
• mow
• the crime cases in IPOH are so high
• but you seem not worry at all of my safety
• 1 call from you also no
• a message from you also no
• even a miss also dont have
• i will not forget 2nite
• oct 7th 9:41pm

do not lose, SAW KUAN YEE

• today
• is a sunny day
• i m feeling better now
• i have tried to forget you from my memory
• i will start my new life
• and i will do well in my exam
• but
• i know that this oct exam
• i will fail some subjects
• NEVERMIND
• at least i have the confidence to do well in STPM mah..
• i will not lose..
• i have already lose you..
• so.....
• i will not lose my academy n results..
• i will prove it 2 u..
• HO yen FOO.....
• i really so hate you>>>>>
• u make me cry n sad...
• /////i really so regret to fall in love with you../////